Never Before
Never before I felt this Strange feeling in my heart Beating so fast, Feeling so low, Me, fully anxious Yet so calm, Never before I wanted this One message One call One notification To slow me down This unexplainable urge To talk to you Waiting and waiting But didn’t get it Couldn’t give it Never before I regretted more Going away from you Not talking to you the way We used to Not telling you things I wanted to say Letting those moments go Which we cherished together. Never before I stopped myself more From sending a text From asking for your help When I needed you From crying From falling apart You think it was easy to me I wish I could let you know That never before, I felt The pain I have Of letting you go… -- Rahul Garg